i know who you are okay, she who doesn't want to be named is CRAP, if you HAVE something against me, just bloody say it, i just won't TALK to you anymore.

do you think i've been BOTHERING to blog in this class blog so many times for no effing reason ?
i'm ALWAYS re-saying that i'll miss you guys, IS THAT NOT ENOUGH.
i don't think i've contributed that little okay.

i expect, you, my class, to actually understand, just ONE time i get angry, and just let it be, and don' pursue the matter further.
i don't really get mad at class blogs often, i've contributed.
when you all said to get more people to blog on the class blog, i did, i even messaged the WHOLE world to ask for our user and pw.
when you all need ideas, i contributed whatever i could think of.
i don't skip class duties.
and,worse of all,
i try so hard to cheer people up even when i'm crying inside.

i'm trying so hard to contribute, maybe I'm just blind to my OWN contributions.

so FOR JUST ONCE,
can you all just let me voice out my opinions ? and stand up for it ?
the whole fight is ALREADY over, it wasn't even a fight in the first place.
i said sorry.
what more do you want me to do ?

so, i'm blamed for thinking my class would understand at least a LITTLE, and stop pursuing the matter anymore,but YOU chose to pursue it again, and blame me for not having effing class spirit.
whatever.

do you know that today, during art, i was trying SO HARD to get everyone to practice the damn skit, and all they did was sit and talk.
when it wasn't they're turn, they just went back, and TALKED.
and they didn't even rehearse properly.
i spent so much time adding more stuff into the script and checked out every single song i had with me to see which one suited, and had to refer to the script a billion times, and today, nuzul and marianne and persis were just trying to get everyone to co-operate, and lower your volume,
but you all just said okay, i FORGOT about it.
do you all have stml or something ?

the entertainment com is working so hard on the games and everything, but the day we had a rehearsal at the void deck, we were trying so hard to get you all to co-operate, you all just kept dissing the games and saying they were horrible and whatever.
well, the entertainment com has worked very hard to come up with just a few games, and nuzul has worked hard on the script too,
it's hard to think none of you seem to appreciate it, or maybe you all just don't notice what she's doing, for you all.

if you must blame me for not having class spirit, FINE, blame me then, i voiced my own opinions, i said sorry, anyway, there's nothing i can do alr, you can just keep contradicting my words, GO ON, but you know, your words to me will just fall on deaf ears, because, i believe i've done my part, and you've not done anything by scolding me and pursuing the matter, what does it prove, other than the fact that, you only talk, but you don't take action to keep the class united.

i don't have to re-read it becos halfway through, you didn't make sense at all, you're contradicting yourself, do you think you have all the class spirit in the world ? then why are you here still complaining crap ?

i alr said sorry to suhaila, must you keep on nagging ?

normally, i would be tons more crude now, but i believe that since you are a part of 2/8 after all, we should treat each other with respect.
i just want my moment to express everything that's inside me, you don't understand.

obviously you're in _ _ _, or you wouldn't be so protective.

i mean every word i post here, i meant EVERY post i've ever posted here.

i will miss you guys, but do you want to make our last few blog entries sad, and make them into fights ?
if you just keep nagging at the class to have class spirit, do you think they'll listen ? class spirit comes naturally, already BEING a class with you guys has brought sparkles in my life,the way i see some of you work so hard sometimes, makes me appreciate you guys more.

sometimes we may be blind to those who do contribute TONS, give them some time, you're just nagging too much.

once again, i'm sorry for WHATEVER problems i caused, its obvious you don't want it to blow over, for i don't know why reason, then you can keep on oprressing me and the gr8s name thing,
cos these things just make me want to quit trying.

p/s, i don't blame the maker of this blog, i appreciate her, becos she's a wonderful sports capt, and she's wonderful as it is being a part of 2/8 `06.
then i'm sorry if i blamed you.
i shall blame myself.
stupid dionne, you deserve to die, cos some people just are TOO great for you.

thanks huh.

A class where everybody is somebody.
5:52 PM

united forever